Dear all the chips and snacks I eat during study time: blame KimuTaku
( Going back to school must have given me a burst of energy. )

Dear Escaflowne:

I'm getting bored with always writing Dear Imaginary Audience. In restraining myself from playing some demo game for 1 hour and loose sleep, I decide to post in my journal instead before going to bed. On Tuesday my day off, I finally had a productive day doing stuffs I was always supposed to do on day offs, and not just laze around reading fics and play demo games. Why demo games you may wonder? I don't pay for them but I can only play for 1 hour. ( Around 6/7 PM, when I went out to water my tomatoes I discover it was nice warm day. I suggested to my brother and his girlfriend to take our bikes to ride around since I hadn't ridden once this spring. )

Dear Imaginary Readers:

It is now Mid May, starting tomorrow I'll train my body to sleep at 12 and wake up at 7. By June, my body should be use to the internal clock. I can't start doing today since as I'm writing this line, it's 1:01AM in the morning ^^

Seeing how I'm looking forward to June, it's shocking for me to realize it's May already, MAY. June and July are coming around the corner. August is the start of another new season for the store. Time flies by so fast.

[Magazine] Popolo 2008.09 translated by nyctea62442 - Possibly my favourite magazine report so far. We get to see KAT-TUN acting like kids.

[Magazine] Duet 2008.09 translated by rukirin88 - KameDa <3 and I finally get another proof of how KAT-TUN shows their affection, instead of hugging they punch each other.

Kamenashi: Then, we went eating dinner just the two of us. Being quite excited, throwing punches at each other, we talked a lot. Then, you know, the next day my hands were completely sore (lol). Lastly, that day we walked through the city holding hands (lol).
Ueda: We did, right? (lol)

Dear Imaginary Readers:

( My usual weekly boring pondering. )With me not wanting to read much, my energy is seeking an alternative focus. I start to watch Kinki's Domoto Kyoudai sub episodes on youtube. I always want to watch SDK but there's not many sub episode floating around youtube. My interest in Kinki Kids got sparked about 2 months ago when I came across fluffy87 who was and still is a devout Kinki fan. Her/his LJ is an awesome introduction to the world that is Kinki Kids. I only listen to a few of their songs so far but I really like Giniro Angou and Anniversary which Kame and Koki sang in Lips Making. I really like their voices in the songs.

[Domoto Kyodai] 2004.09.05 Nagase Tomoya - Nagase(Tokio) is hilarious xDDDD I always hear bits and pieces from here and there that Tokio was consider the craziest group back in the early Johnnys days.

Dear Imaginary Readers:

I wish my trip to America for my cousin's wedding was longer. 3 days were so short. Money is money, I can't afford to miss work.

I feel like using the word IMPENDING DOOM. I have been trying to think positive, I really do. My manager really contradicts herself at time. One week she was saying she would have to demote the 3rd Key to part-time if the 3rd Key went to school full-time. She would then make the Full-Timer become 3rd Key. ( After I got my Summer schedule, I plotted out what our schedule might be )

Dear Imaginary Readers:

It seems my obsession with reading is temporary dull at the moment. It happens once awhile. I thought I was just tired from work and didn't have the energy to enjoy reading. It's already 3 days and I still don't have any pressing need to read fics. >.> <,< What's a strange coincidence that this week,so far there are already 3 KameDa fics which pop up. Normally I would rejoice over these rarities. I don't want to read anything half-hearted so I haven't read them at all. If this phase lasts for 1 more week, it's good for me. On Thursday, I have to go to America for 3 days. I won't go crazy not being able to read anything while over there.

:D I already have my tax refund for this year today. So early. I can pay for my Summer's Fees.

Daily Click to Give FREE Mammograms

I got the link from tabai's Mundane Affairs of Johnny's Corporation

Dear Imaginary Readers:

I surprise myself that I update my journals often in this short little time. Let see how long this flow will last before laziness and procrastination win again.

I actually had a super long post I was writing. Somehow or other, I lost it when I was previewing it >.> >.> *sign*

I lost a bit of my energy now. Today Yesterday I was a bit hyper because I was finally able to add courses for my Summer School. I can't wait to go back to school in June. Too bad two of the courses I wanted was full. They were at the perfect time and perfect day too. If I got them, I would only have 2 classes on Tuesday, 2 classes on Thursday and 1 class on the weekend. I don't work on Tuesday and The weekend anyway. Gahhhh since I couldn't have those two classes I had to add something else in. Now I have classes from Monday to Thursday. I will try to keep adding those courses in until June. Maybe someday a free spot will appear and I get lucky. YESSSSSSSSSSSSSSS I manage to add a different course in. Now I only have Summer Class for Tuesday and Thursday. I hope I get at least 20 hours/week during Summer and when I go back to school full time in September. I will no longer be Assistant, therefore my wage will be lower. I need 20hours or I will not be able to pay off my tuition.

Dear Imaginary Audiences:

Yeah... I think my plan of gaining weight before my cousin's wedding has officially fail. Half of April is almost here and I haven't EVEN gain back the weight which I lost before I got the sore throat. If I can't even gain back that weight yet, there's no way I'll have non-skinny arms by 24th.

Maybe I should force myself to sleep earlier. That goal is highly unlikely to happen at all though. My not enough sleep is partially to blame for me not having a healthy weight. I blame my obsession with reading. I always need to read. I bet I'll be reading on my death bed too. Trying to read anything before I can't read anymore. Darn it's near 4AM ._. I'll be going to bed.... No more things to read.

Dear Imaginary Readers:

It's officially 1 week and 1 day now, and I still haven't gain more weight at all. I have approximately 3 more weeks to gain a bit more meat before my cousin's wedding. It doesn't seem like I will achieve my goal. I don't even crave ice cream. I only can eat about 3 tablespoons before I stop eating it. Let's hope I don't get sick again before the wedding. Everytime I get sick for more a week, I always loose the extra weight I gain.

I'm happy my left eye stop twitching last evening. I get paranoid every time my eyes twitch for more than 1 day. I keep thinking something bad will happen. Yesterday, I was extra careful in remembering to say hi to customers incase there was a secret shopper in the store. I didn't want to get fire just because I forgot to say hi to that secret shopper.

Dear Imaginary Audience:

Long time no post. This show how high my level of procrastination reaches. I had been chewing menthol candy for two weeks due to my sore throat. I didn't really chew, more like putting it my mouth until the candy melted away. My throat seemed to get dry whenever there was nothing in my mouth. When it got dry, it hurt. Of course being the lazy person that I was, did I also mentioned I procrastinated a lot, I kept putting going to the doctor off. By the time the sore throat was gone for good which was this week, I found that some of my teeth on my right side(where the candy usually laid in my mouth) had become a bit sensitive too. I noticed this whenever I brush my teeth. I forget that menthol candy is still actually a candy too, not just menthol. Next time, I'll brush my teeth more when I have to take those menthol candy.


YAY SPRING IS HERE. Now whenever I get home from work on Thursday and Friday, there's still light outside.

My LJ buddy did this quiz so I thought I would do it too to see.


Borderline Personality Disorder - individual shows a generalized pattern of instability in interpersonal relationships, self-image, and observable emotions, and significant impulsiveness.

Schizoid Personality Disorder - individual generally detached from social relationships, and shows a narrow range of emotional expression in various social settings.

What type of Fae are you?

This is me: depressing, cynical, unstable.

Yay tomorrow, I will go with my friend to a park near my house. I have been meaning to go to that park since last year when I moved into the new house.

I have no idea why I would even use this blog. I only signed up at the beginning because I thought I would post at a Fruit Basket Blog. I ended up not posting anything at all. Half way through my playing Maple Story history, I was really active in several forums. After those forum experiences, I was tired of being active in a forum. I would join a forum if I had to but I hardly ever posted messages.

So today I guess is the day when I will start posting alot again, albeit it's my own journal. I'm so anti-social. I hardly talk to people plus my writing is bad. I guess this is a way for me to relived my mind and thoughts. I'll let you know upfront. My grammar is very bad. You are supposed to get better at your writing as years go by but for me it's seemed to be the opposite. My grammar gets worse as years go by. To make matter worse, since last year my stupid accent and pronunciation have gone haywired. They change so much, now alot of time when I speak people have a hard time understanding me. -_____________-